Published on 12, July, 2020
- m15, gcses this year, grades are questionable in some, decent in others + I barely revise (severe lack in diligence)
- no problems with sounds or anything. i'll only have a meltdown if you get my mother to berate me for half an hour because that is genuinely overwhelming
- communication feels fine, although my mouth feels slow sometimes and i probably sound dumb (how do i fix this)
- had an autism diagnosis when i was younger + earlier life was a mess and i've pretty much forgotten it. feel "less autistic" as i age but that's probably an illusion
- for some reason just wouldn't write large pieces and consequently can not write anything (more than a couple of sentences; i overthink) for my gcse english (lang && lit).
- socially, i have some basis of how to act but still end up feeling like something was done wrong.
- any clarification required?
- i've also probably forgotten something important
- i don't think i have adhd (don't fit dsm criteria), or maybe just it isn't that conspicuous.
- essentially, i don't know how to feel.
- please don't tell me to cope with this, unless i'm just being naive.at this point, i crave change towards """""normality""""" and acceptance.
What happened to the OP?
Anyway OP if you see this - yes you are normal. This is normal for you. There's no such thing as "normal" we're all different and I think it's awesome.
Take care and don't judge yourself too much.
It looks like the account was deleted because the OP stated they're 15, which is too young to join this site as per the mod post above.