- m15, gcses this year, grades are questionable in some, decent in others + I barely revise (severe lack in diligence)
- no problems with sounds or anything. i'll only have a meltdown if you get my mother to berate me for half an hour because that is genuinely overwhelming
- communication eels ine, although my mouth feels slow sometimes and i probably sound dumb (how do i fix this)
- had an autism diagnosis when i was younger + earlier life was a mess and i've pretty much forgotten it. feel "less autistic" as i age but that's probably an illusion
- for some reason just wouldn't write large pieces and consequently can not write anything (more than a couple of sentences; i overthink) for my gcse english (lang && lit).
- socially, i have some basis of how to act but still end up feeling like something was done wrong.
- any clarification required?
- i've also probably forgotten something important
- i don't think i have adhd (don't fit dsm criteria), or maybe just it isn't that conspicuous.
- essentially, i don't know how to feel.
- please don't tell me to cope with this, unless i'm just being naive.at this point, i crave change towards """""normality""""" and acceptance.
