Hi, I am Aonghas, newly diagnosed... Badaboum, boum, boum!

Hello everyone,
I am new on this community.
English is not my native language, I try to learn everyday, so I apologize for the mistakes and incorrect sentences.
Furthermore, it is very difficult for me to introduce myself.

I am 53, I just received my Final report assessment for ASD, Finally, I am deeply autistic... (Asperger).
Normally I am a resilient: a lot of accidents and diseases, 3 near dead experiences, several dead condemnation by medicine. But I am always here, I never stop my job and research and I had always positive attitude.
But since I received my assessment on 27 may 2021, I am living the roller coaster.
One day I am happy because all the difficulties in my life take a sense, and the next day I am devastated, because I can't see how I can transform myself, and I can't see solutions specially in my job.
The social networks, communication are hard for me, and on this website and community, there is much information and I am loss.
Fortunately, I observe I am not alone in this case and I regain a lot of similitude with my behaviours and my thinks.

For almost 30 years I am independent (self employ, companies CEO) because I never find a job. For each interview with an employer always they said to me: you have too much experience, too much skill, your brain ways are very different and you see too much detail (often bad detail)... finally no job!
In France, a country that I definitively left there is 7 years, since 2009 by France, I am considered disabled at more 80%. Because I am different, this country considers me like a crazy and stupid man. So with this difference it is impossible to have a job or to create a company. France is not a good place to be autistic. Even more so if you are an independent because you have no choice.

So I am independent, I have not one job as self employ, but a lot. My main studies and activity are sciences: I am, inter alia, astronomer, astrophysicist, neurophotonics specialist, a new medical application: more information on my website: [removed by moderator].

On the National Autistic Society website, there is some information to find jobs, make interviews, etc. but nothing to help autistic who are independent. For an independent without real human communication, it is too much difficult to have and  grow up customers. Communication, advertising, or first contact is too hard for an autistic, you know that. In the past, I took collaborators for that, but all time my collaborators abused to me, stole my technologies or my publications and at the end I loss everything.

If it is easy for me to understand how works universe(s), technologies, medicine, building, nature, or the consequences of mindset on the physical health but the social interactions for me stay very difficult to understand.
I have no friends, no network for my job, no contact with my family, fortunately my wife is a guide for me and she help me as well as she can it.

So if someone has experience, information, link, know people who can help me. I am open, I am ready to follow.
Thank you very much for your patient and happy to find a place where I am not only an extra-terrestrial.
Aonghas

Edited by Anna Mod