Published on 12, July, 2020
Does anyone else find workplaces difficult in terms of apparently ordinary interactions?
At work last night a colleague said something and it felt like my world ended. I know intellectually that nothing was wrong but I felt like I wanted to die. It passed and I am glad I did mot assault them, resign or kill myself. I feel as if I am not ‘cut out’ for life sometimes. I have been in this job for eight years full time and I pay the mortgage etc but occasionally I feel as if I am being tortured - temporarily - in a strange type of cage.
Is this over sensitive reaction autism or just what it’s like to be an ordinary human?
I find it difficult to gauge the level i should react , often over or under reacting ,which means being taken advantage of or losing out or feeling guilty over causing upset. It is like i start from a different place . It would be good to be someone else for a day ,so you could see how other people think and see the world , or maybe a few different people.
wouldnt we all but i have created personas ----- apparently thie is common trick used by business staff when handling difficult customers