My mother died just over three weeks ago, at the age of seventy-seven. She was my official carer. I am now left living with my father, who I do not get on with.
I miss having my mother to talk to. I even miss her nagging. I feel very alone without her. I wish she was here to help me deal with the rest of my family.
I want to move out as soon as possible. I have a little saving, but no income. I don't know what to do, or where to go. I feel this overwhelming need to escape. I am 47 and have been single for the last 22 years. I have ASD and a history of severe depression.
I am used to making all my decisions with my mothers help. Her funeral is on Wednesday. I wish it were over all ready.
J.