feel as if the further i try for my son the more i let him down, god i have never given up but i feel i cant fight any more , i have had a totall bummer of a ot which has caused a lot of heartache recently at a caf meeting ect, my son is now 10 he has ASD and hemiplegic CP love him to bits i also have othe children age 6 and 7 my 7 yr old boy is deaf , why do i feel like this? it not me ......the nurse for cyps we havnt saw for nearly 3 mnths no help from her at all i feel i am left in limbo nights are terrible as he doesnt sleep and has night terrors she was supposed to be going to help me with a programme for him but hasnt been sighted, the school stating if i need help from their he needs to be assessed from there team for a diagnosis , why when he has already got hs diagnosis , fed up , really at tebottom now