So,
Im going to be 100% honest here.
Those that know me know i have addiction issues, and not just a little bit. I am fed up with having the meltdowns like last week. Yesterday was my 14 year anniversary so me and my wife went for dinner and a few drinks.
She knows about my issues, but knows i am trying, so she supports rather than scolds me. When we got home i found a reason to 'pop' out and bought some cocaine. Not proud, but the truth.
I have finished it, and have no substances or alcohol in the house. Im at work sitting at my desk with the usual train of thoughts going round my head and i made a decision. 100 days totally sober.
Ive text my wife and told her and she agrees it will be a good idea and is going to join me.
So this is it. Hour 1 of day 1.
Its quite nice in a way to think this could be the last comedown i ever have.
Wish me luck.
Dog
