Hitting a low now

My son from being born,obiously you have a cot next to your bed,you could not turn over in bed without waking him,he hated being picked up as a baby,he started self stimulating at a very young age,he would do a high pitched scream all the way round the supermarket. he would refuse to go into certain shops at a young age screaming the place down.  He would notice if there was a light out at a supermarket and ak why continously.

His speech was very repetitive,at the age of 2 or 3 and then could not follow simple instruction in nursery,then took 5 mins to answer a queston,was strictly routine bound,had a thing about signs and everytime we went past the local police station it would be the same statement "police car,police car,police van,police car"

Meanwhile behaviour not good especially when using reward charts and time out,it was constant,not being able to use a hoover,not going into toilets with hand dryers,not being able to have a haircut at the barbers,we did once,poor lady every 2 seconds is it done? is it done? havwnt taken him since.

Going up to children in the park and saying i hate that boy! when that boy had done nothing,one day i apologised to the father and the father said i cant quite clearly see theres something wrong.

Hitting us all the time,i have deep scratches in my arm most of the time,or bruises wheres hes kicked or punched me.

The other night,bearing in mind hes 6 comming back from a night out, he said " mummy polar bears are following us"

 A few night before sat outside sainsburys waiting for my sis you could see on the wall cause it was dark a flashing alarm box, he kept saying "mummmy why does it keep staring at me"

Theres prolly a milliion other thingd i could tell you but hopefull this is enough.

My son from being born,obiously you have a cot next to your bed,you could not turn over in bed without waking him,he hated being picked up as a baby,he started self stimulating at a very young age,he would do a high pitched scream all the way round the supermarket. he would refuse to go into certain shops at a young age screaming the place down.  He would notice if there was a light out at a supermarket and ak why continously.

His speech was very repetitive,at the age of 2 or 3 and then could not follow simple instruction in nursery,then took 5 mins to answer a queston,was strictly routine bound,had a thing about signs and everytime we went past the local police station it would be the same statement "police car,police car,police van,police car"

Meanwhile behaviour not good especially when using reward charts and time out,it was constant,not being able to use a hoover,not going into toilets with hand dryers,not being able to have a haircut at the barbers,we did once,poor lady every 2 seconds is it done? is it done? havwnt taken him since.

Going up to children in the park and saying i hate that boy! when that boy had done nothing,one day i apologised to the father and the father said i cant quite clearly see theres something wrong.

Hitting us all the time,i have deep scratches in my arm most of the time,or bruises wheres hes kicked or punched me.

The other night,bearing in mind hes 6 comming back from a night out, he said " mummy polar bears are following us"

 A few night before sat outside sainsburys waiting for my sis you could see on the wall cause it was dark a flashing alarm box, he kept saying "mummmy why does it keep staring at me"

Theres prolly a milliion other thingd i could tell you but hopefull this is enough.