Worries of death?

Does anyone else feel like they're ganna die soon, like you're body feels so *** you feel like you're ganna die of natural causes? I'm 22 I feel like I'm in a 90 year olds body, doesn't help that I have health anxiety. I am fully getting things ready in case I die, I just feel like I'll die in my sleep or something. Some people say autism is a gift, for me it feels like a curse. Noone understands me or goes through what I do and it makes me really sad 

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  • I'm 69 yes old, 18 months ago realised that the answer to a lot of my problems was that I had Aspergers.  I'd floundered through life, one obsession to another.  In my 40's I realised that if I concentrate really hard I can take information in and retain it. From having no qualifications at all I was a high flier at university.  I passed on the autism to my granddaughter,  she's 10 and struggles a bit., but she shines brighter than the others. I do think if you work with autism rather than struggle with it , it is a gift 

  • I fudged up at school, but when I managed to get on a college course that was at the time something I was really into, I managed to get a grade to get me into University and on a Topic that I could focus on as it was my interest and so did that and have been in the field I am in for the past 7 years since

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  • I fudged up at school, but when I managed to get on a college course that was at the time something I was really into, I managed to get a grade to get me into University and on a Topic that I could focus on as it was my interest and so did that and have been in the field I am in for the past 7 years since

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