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Aspergers and Caring Too Much

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To paint a full picture, I was diagnosed with Aspergers when I was 16 (3 years ago), and have started my first year of uni. I haven't really had a good social support system at secondary and have only really started picking up the areas I'm kind of struggling in following my entry to uni and being around people I share interests with. As such, my confidence is very limited to the areas I'm good at and isn't very high in other areas like social stuff (although I desperately want to be good at it.)

I'm kind of struggling. Yesterday, I was worrying over something that I was telling myself not to, and I had a fairly long-winded anxiety attack over one of my friends. However, after a very confidence damaging conversation with one of my friends, it was like my emotions just shut off. And now, the next day, I'm starting to feel like when it comes to caring for other people; I'm not able to recognize how much people care for me or in my head "they don't care as much as I do", and it's actually a really heart-wrenching feeling.

I've always been called by some of my friends as someone who cares too much, and for a large proportion of my life, I've been kind of seeking the same level of love or care that I give/think of other people, but I've never once really felt it or recognized it back. It's almost like I'm feeling an extreme in comparison to what they're feeling. What's more on this, is that I know my parents care and love me, but it's like it's invisible to me, and I don't recognize that it's there. I'm really trying to understand why I'm thinking like this, and what I can kind of do to adjust my thinking mindset. It's getting to the point that I'm questioning whether I should care at all because I always end up over-caring and the only major damage being dealt is to my confidence and myself.

It's extremely lonely, and I really don't want to feel like 90% of the time I'm the only person who cares to the level I care at. It makes me uneasy in a sense and I was wondering if anyone else felt like this and might know what worked for them?

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  • Is it ' over caring ' or ' over worrying ' you are perceiving ? There is a huge difference between the two. ' Over worrying ' would be a harmful and very stressful mindset to be in all of the time. This can become a very bad and self-destructive habit.

    In contrast, caring would be something that comes natural when you are at ease with yourself and comfortable in your own skin. Likewise, you say you are desperate for better social skills but desperation is not a very attractive quality which could put people off and achieve the opposite.

    You are still young so perhaps just learn to enjoy this time and allow yourself to get to know you better. Don't be so hard on yourself as that too can become a bad habit. Get to know what you're feeling, what they are trying to tell you and become aware if some of the negative ones are habitual or helpful. After all, no one ever complains about the positive ones and being too happy do they ?

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  • Is it ' over caring ' or ' over worrying ' you are perceiving ? There is a huge difference between the two. ' Over worrying ' would be a harmful and very stressful mindset to be in all of the time. This can become a very bad and self-destructive habit.

    In contrast, caring would be something that comes natural when you are at ease with yourself and comfortable in your own skin. Likewise, you say you are desperate for better social skills but desperation is not a very attractive quality which could put people off and achieve the opposite.

    You are still young so perhaps just learn to enjoy this time and allow yourself to get to know you better. Don't be so hard on yourself as that too can become a bad habit. Get to know what you're feeling, what they are trying to tell you and become aware if some of the negative ones are habitual or helpful. After all, no one ever complains about the positive ones and being too happy do they ?

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