Since my Gran died I am in a lot of pain and going through a mix of things. I've never seen my parents so upset and that's hard to watch and live with but I'm also feeling overwhelmed as well. I have the funeral to think about, Im now worried about my own parents and when they will die and I know I won't cope without them which makes me wonder if it's even worth continuing to live. I don't see the point in it if Im honest. But I'm also in heaps of pain. I have a near upset stomach which feels odd and is painful, not to mention upper back back and pelvic pain both of which come and go Does anyone else get this? I think it's stress because of what's happened and what's happening currently.