Suicide and self harm...

Although I am frightened of dying, when the thoughts of suicide come, they can feel quite nice. To sort of get away from this madness we call life. The self harm, I do on a regular basis, and the sight of the blood running down my arm , the feel of it dripping/sliding is wonderful. I like it when it hurts cos that means I am punishing myself. However frightening death is to me, if I died right now no one would notice, and when they did they'd have a party.

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  • what is the best way to self harm so that the blood comes running down my arm cos I'm sick of this pointless [*******] life and the [*******] *** that comes with it.  We get told to always do the right [*******] thing, but in reality, does this happen?? Does it [*****]. All life is, abuse after abuse after [*******] mental abuse.

    [Edited by Nellie-Mod]

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  • what is the best way to self harm so that the blood comes running down my arm cos I'm sick of this pointless [*******] life and the [*******] *** that comes with it.  We get told to always do the right [*******] thing, but in reality, does this happen?? Does it [*****]. All life is, abuse after abuse after [*******] mental abuse.

    [Edited by Nellie-Mod]

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