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Fighting to survive/Wanting to die?

AnneMargaret

Not sure what to say. I am struggling so bad. Wanting to self harm again and more.

Feeling so lonely, low and confused. Don't know what it's all about or why etc.

Having lots of bad thoughts.

Do i want to die? Do i want to fight to survive?

I'm so upset. I'm so alone. Can't tell anyone. They all think i'm doing brill.

 

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  • Thank you all for your kind words to me and advice in what to do.

    Unfortunately i am feeling a little sad today still as i had an eye test today (I've worn glasses permanently since just before i was 12.) And i am now under NHS paying for me etc as they have deteriorated greatly and are past -10 which apparently is bad for my age. (I'm 23.) And i am at quite a risk of Retinal Detachment. So i feel a little rubbish!

    Otherwise i am not too bad as i am hoping to have my first ever night away without family in June for my birthday with my best friend somewhere. Not far just Derbyshire Dales or something. Looking forward to that so trying to keep focused on these things. And my rabbits who are craving attention at the minute. I have 13.

    I have contacted Samaritans before when i've been in and out of psychiatric hospital so maybe i could contact them again. You can do it via text now. I find that much easier. As i hate phone calls. Even to family.

    Another nice note is that my big sister visits on Thursday for a month from Australia. So really excited.

    Thank you again.

    Anne. x

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  • Thank you all for your kind words to me and advice in what to do.

    Unfortunately i am feeling a little sad today still as i had an eye test today (I've worn glasses permanently since just before i was 12.) And i am now under NHS paying for me etc as they have deteriorated greatly and are past -10 which apparently is bad for my age. (I'm 23.) And i am at quite a risk of Retinal Detachment. So i feel a little rubbish!

    Otherwise i am not too bad as i am hoping to have my first ever night away without family in June for my birthday with my best friend somewhere. Not far just Derbyshire Dales or something. Looking forward to that so trying to keep focused on these things. And my rabbits who are craving attention at the minute. I have 13.

    I have contacted Samaritans before when i've been in and out of psychiatric hospital so maybe i could contact them again. You can do it via text now. I find that much easier. As i hate phone calls. Even to family.

    Another nice note is that my big sister visits on Thursday for a month from Australia. So really excited.

    Thank you again.

    Anne. x

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