is there a point to life?

something that has been with me a while is that i want to take my own life because i feel that there is now futre for me people have said that i shouldn't talk like this but i still want to the only thing that is kepping me alive is that i want to tell her how i feel about her but i do not know how to tell her

I love her by the way and have for about a year or so

The Major