is it normal

This is familiar territory. I had a crush on my female psychologist, who was a lot older than me, and who wore the most amazing perfume. She never knew that I fancied her, but I thought about her all the time and got aroused every time I smelt something that reminded me of her perfume. Once, after she had made a home visit, I spent ages sniffing one of the cushions she had sat down on, just in order to smell the perfume. It was an infatuation and it got in the way of my therapy, so in a way it was a good thing that she had to leave to work elsewhere and that I got a new psychologist who I am not obsessed with, because it means that I can focus on my therapy.

This is familiar territory. I had a crush on my female psychologist, who was a lot older than me, and who wore the most amazing perfume. She never knew that I fancied her, but I thought about her all the time and got aroused every time I smelt something that reminded me of her perfume. Once, after she had made a home visit, I spent ages sniffing one of the cushions she had sat down on, just in order to smell the perfume. It was an infatuation and it got in the way of my therapy, so in a way it was a good thing that she had to leave to work elsewhere and that I got a new psychologist who I am not obsessed with, because it means that I can focus on my therapy.