Scared

I'm 51 and after a brief interview with an A&E pyschologist (referred for suicidal thoughts) his line of questioning and mention of autism made me understand the pattern of my life. I've scored very high on two online autism tests. I know these aren't realiable but how do I push for a professional diagnosis?

I've got through life so far by luck - one civil service "job for life" and then made redundant. Everyone has always said I'm intelligent but I only think about applying for unskilled jobs because I cant face interviews. I have only managed to avoid homelessness because of the kindness of other people. I cannot plan for the future and fear my luck has run out.

I've been hit by a massive panic attack & depression and can't see any way of functioning like a normal person.

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  • I do not have autism, but I have struggled immensely at times with depression and still to this day with anxiety. I know the feeling that your luck has run out and you are spiraling out of control emotionally and mentally and you are on your own.

    Can I say on a personal note: Jesus is with you and he cares for you.

    My advice would be to PRAY. Talk to God about your problems first, ask for his help and He will help you. THEN...go to your doctor and tell them everything. Be frank with them about how you are feeling and explain what your everyday life is like.

    I am so sorry you are going through this. I am saying a prayer for you tonight whoever you are. :) NEVER GIVE UP!!! One day at a time and sometimes, one moment at a time.

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  • I do not have autism, but I have struggled immensely at times with depression and still to this day with anxiety. I know the feeling that your luck has run out and you are spiraling out of control emotionally and mentally and you are on your own.

    Can I say on a personal note: Jesus is with you and he cares for you.

    My advice would be to PRAY. Talk to God about your problems first, ask for his help and He will help you. THEN...go to your doctor and tell them everything. Be frank with them about how you are feeling and explain what your everyday life is like.

    I am so sorry you are going through this. I am saying a prayer for you tonight whoever you are. :) NEVER GIVE UP!!! One day at a time and sometimes, one moment at a time.

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