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Greenblade

I'm 51 and after a brief interview with an A&E pyschologist (referred for suicidal thoughts) his line of questioning and mention of autism made me understand the pattern of my life. I've scored very high on two online autism tests. I know these aren't realiable but how do I push for a professional diagnosis?

I've got through life so far by luck - one civil service "job for life" and then made redundant. Everyone has always said I'm intelligent but I only think about applying for unskilled jobs because I cant face interviews. I have only managed to avoid homelessness because of the kindness of other people. I cannot plan for the future and fear my luck has run out.

I've been hit by a massive panic attack & depression and can't see any way of functioning like a normal person.

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  • Hi Greenblade, just wanted to say hello and your not alone! I too have tried suicide (tywice) both times just chucked on tablets so i didnt know what day it was. Its only now after my GP mentioned I think I was having meltdowns both times. I was banging my head on a wall and wanted everything to stop, I couldnt think properly. I was so overwhelmed.

    It gets better. Sadly where I live, apparently theres no diagnostic services for adults. So I have to save up and go private.

    Lots of nice people on here so far though

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  • Hi Greenblade, just wanted to say hello and your not alone! I too have tried suicide (tywice) both times just chucked on tablets so i didnt know what day it was. Its only now after my GP mentioned I think I was having meltdowns both times. I was banging my head on a wall and wanted everything to stop, I couldnt think properly. I was so overwhelmed.

    It gets better. Sadly where I live, apparently theres no diagnostic services for adults. So I have to save up and go private.

    Lots of nice people on here so far though

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