How to find a Girlfriend

>I personally don't believe I even deserve to have a girlfriend as I have nothing to offer, comfort or security. I myself have no where to go.

I have similar difficulties with relationships, but in my earlier adult life have been in a much better position than I am Today, and had very much to offer.

This peaked around 2000, when I was earning tons of money in a Job I was happy with, driving a nice car I was enthusiastic about, no fears or worrys about finances or security, had my own business, could buy majority of houses I want to live in with cash. For several years preceeding that, my earnings would double roughly every 2 years.

It made no difference, I still struggled with relationships. Even before that around late 80s, I was in a new hairdressers, a very trendy one at the time, found it very awkward. There were 2 female friends, similar age to me, and one was talking about how much trouble she had finding a suitable partner. She then listed about 16 things she wanted for her dream partner, I matched all of those but about 2 things on her list, and those were related to socialising. I reflect on that sometimes, and feel I should have just butted in to the conversation and told her that I matched most on her list. Even if I did that, I don't feel it would have led to anything.

I also failed to understand how a friend of a friend who had a very beutiful, caring, and generaly nice person as a loving partner could get maintain a relationship in the way he was extremely abusive to her on a night out with friend when she accidentally dropped something.

Just mentioning my experience, to show that the difficulties I had were practically nothing to do with what I could offer. 

Apart from the security, the trappings of wealth didn't really mean much to me; although it made things easier. The main thing I wanted is to be in a caring and loving relationship

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>I personally don't believe I even deserve to have a girlfriend as I have nothing to offer, comfort or security. I myself have no where to go.

I have similar difficulties with relationships, but in my earlier adult life have been in a much better position than I am Today, and had very much to offer.

This peaked around 2000, when I was earning tons of money in a Job I was happy with, driving a nice car I was enthusiastic about, no fears or worrys about finances or security, had my own business, could buy majority of houses I want to live in with cash. For several years preceeding that, my earnings would double roughly every 2 years.

It made no difference, I still struggled with relationships. Even before that around late 80s, I was in a new hairdressers, a very trendy one at the time, found it very awkward. There were 2 female friends, similar age to me, and one was talking about how much trouble she had finding a suitable partner. She then listed about 16 things she wanted for her dream partner, I matched all of those but about 2 things on her list, and those were related to socialising. I reflect on that sometimes, and feel I should have just butted in to the conversation and told her that I matched most on her list. Even if I did that, I don't feel it would have led to anything.

I also failed to understand how a friend of a friend who had a very beutiful, caring, and generaly nice person as a loving partner could get maintain a relationship in the way he was extremely abusive to her on a night out with friend when she accidentally dropped something.

Just mentioning my experience, to show that the difficulties I had were practically nothing to do with what I could offer. 

Apart from the security, the trappings of wealth didn't really mean much to me; although it made things easier. The main thing I wanted is to be in a caring and loving relationship

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