Hi Everyone,
I have a problem with relationships and was wondering if i could have some advice I have always struggled to make friends let alone try intimate relationships. I am 27 and have never had a close circle of friends or a boyfriend. I have aways struggled as i was bullied all through school and then i had College and University to occupy my time.
It is geting harder now that i have a part time job and seeing all of my brothers and sisters start their own careers and lives. My second youngest brother is married and has a little girl. It has been hard to come to terms wih the fact that this is something i may never have.
My problem is that i sturggle to read signals and i do not explain the way i feel very well. I also do not like physical contact i can become violent if i am touched although this isnt as bad anymore. Physical contact like cuddling isnt nice it can sometimes hurt and it is uncomfortable.
I really do not know what to do or what support is out there for me.
Do you have any advice.