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Changes To Your Autism Over Time

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Hi everyone. Recently I have been experiencing strange feelings. I discovered autism initially by feeling 'not the same', although I was ok with that. I then learnt how to live with things, and joined football teams for example, and I have always had great ambition.

Recently though, at work, I found I have a threshold. It gets to a point and my body just shuts off functions. Motivation completely goes, I don't want to interact and I need a few days, probably a good week to even get close to feeling normal again. It's frustrating because I am ambitious so I want to be motivated and cope in these situations. I never foreseen it as I am fairly mentally strong.

After taking a few years out of football due to friends leaving to go abroad and new - not as friendly people, I didnt enjoy it as much anymore back then. Now, I miss it so I enquired to return, but this time to Gaelic football - which I have played before and its a better environment with more friends (also less likeable people, but they keep themselves to themselves too). When I enquired about going back though today, I felt strange. I felt weak, suffocated, like I couldn't do it, and I wouldnt be strong enough too. It's not just a feeling, it's back to the failing of functions again. I feel I just can't cope in that surrounding anymore, even though I once very much enjoyed it. 

I am now rather worried about my future. I like my own time and own space during the day, but I seem to be needing more and more of it. Working a full time job is so difficult, I didn't even see it come. I just stop functioning properly, and I can feel it is autism. With football, I just don't really get it. I love running and weight training too though, but I never used to feel like I did today. This threshold feeling is getting more common. I feel like I understood the world back in around 2007-8. Now I feel I haven't a clue how things work anymore. I nearly feel I didn't realise how much I am effected by it. Now it really is effecting me.

Has anyone experienced anything similar? A worsening of autism, so to speak, as years go by?

Thanks for any replies, I appreciate your advice and thanks for reading.

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  • Just be aware that what OP describes could be explained by depression or some viral infections or chronic fatigue syndrome, or medical conditions like coeliac disease or anaemia.

    It is not clear whether OP is diagnosed autistic spectrum or merely trying to identify with autism as a cause. Aside from the autism diagnosis issue OP is describing known medical symptoms, and should see a doctor - perhaps independently from asking about autism diagnosis.

    This forum isn't appropriate for medical advice so my comments are an attempt to help without the necessary background.

    However OP is very team sport active, and autism tends to make it very hard to engage in team sports because of the body coordination and social engagement factors.

    There needs to be somewhere people can readily go to to ask questions like this. The forum can help directly with autism experiences and common ground, but it points to the lack of real help for many people experiencing worrying life changes.

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  • Just be aware that what OP describes could be explained by depression or some viral infections or chronic fatigue syndrome, or medical conditions like coeliac disease or anaemia.

    It is not clear whether OP is diagnosed autistic spectrum or merely trying to identify with autism as a cause. Aside from the autism diagnosis issue OP is describing known medical symptoms, and should see a doctor - perhaps independently from asking about autism diagnosis.

    This forum isn't appropriate for medical advice so my comments are an attempt to help without the necessary background.

    However OP is very team sport active, and autism tends to make it very hard to engage in team sports because of the body coordination and social engagement factors.

    There needs to be somewhere people can readily go to to ask questions like this. The forum can help directly with autism experiences and common ground, but it points to the lack of real help for many people experiencing worrying life changes.

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