Obsession with people

I get obsessed with people, or rather, women. I fall in love with certain individuals, usually celebrities or successful people. I don't know why this is. I can't talk about it with many people because they might think I am weird or fanatical. I don't have much love in my life, but I crave love. I want someone to be with me, to care for me, a bit like a child that needs looking after. I feel like a child and I crave the same sort of love that a child craves. Can anyone relate to this? I want to be mothered, I want to merge my identity with someone else's, to form a complete whole. I will then feel safe and secure, but also scared - what if they disappear?

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  • I also have an obsession with people, mostly with women (I'm not gay by the way) I tend to get fixated on people's personal lives. The first person I had an obsession with was a support assistant in high school called Miss Jackson, then it was the actress Zoe Tapper, I saw her in a TV series called Survivors , afterwards it was another actress called Katie Featherston who was in Paranormal Activity ( she actually replied to a comment I put on her Facebook page which was quite cool) the 2 most recent people I've become obsessed with is Olympic rower Heather Stanning ( I was obsessed with finding out about her army career and her hobbies outside of rowing) and USA soccer player Becky Sauerbrunn (I've become obsessed with finding out which books she's been reading and video games she plays Ive bought a lot of books she's mentioned in interviews and posts that she put up on twitter. Does my obsession sound like a ASD trait or am I just a nosey cow?Joy

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  • I also have an obsession with people, mostly with women (I'm not gay by the way) I tend to get fixated on people's personal lives. The first person I had an obsession with was a support assistant in high school called Miss Jackson, then it was the actress Zoe Tapper, I saw her in a TV series called Survivors , afterwards it was another actress called Katie Featherston who was in Paranormal Activity ( she actually replied to a comment I put on her Facebook page which was quite cool) the 2 most recent people I've become obsessed with is Olympic rower Heather Stanning ( I was obsessed with finding out about her army career and her hobbies outside of rowing) and USA soccer player Becky Sauerbrunn (I've become obsessed with finding out which books she's been reading and video games she plays Ive bought a lot of books she's mentioned in interviews and posts that she put up on twitter. Does my obsession sound like a ASD trait or am I just a nosey cow?Joy

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