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struggling to communicate

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I have struggled all my life with talking to people and some days are better than others, today was a bad day for me, had to go see mother in law today for lunch and drop off xmas gifts and for kids to get theirs from their granny.

I have absolutely nothing to say to her, she doesnt like me and dont see the point of small talk, i only went as my husband wanted me there, just zone out completely when they talk about things that i am not apart of, the conversation bores me, i could barely look her in the eye and was had myself turned away from them for most of the afternoon, kids has party poppers and hated the noise, felt myself near to tears at one point as i so want to fit in and be liked. I am undiagnosed but looking at seeing the dr this week to see about some support.

I dont know how to cope with this.

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  • i kniw just how you feel.

    i have spent my whole life trying to fit in, to be what is expected of me.  from scool all the way though my adult life.  it was tough, i drank heavily and was an alcoholic, i have been sober now for 7 years.  i thought alcohol helped me fit in.  but i was always unhappy.  i too cannot do small talk. if i am not interested i cant fake it.  i panic in crowds or with strangers engaging in conversation.  checkouts at supermarkets are the worst, i realise the staff are just passing the time but when they try to engage in converstaion i panic, cold sweat raised heartbeat.  luckily my wife is very understanding and likes to talk so she takes a lot of the flak for me.  i knew i was different my whole life, but was not sure why.  i hope your husband is understanding and i hope you have success with your gp.  remember you are not alone and that if you are on the spectrum it is not the end but the beginning.

    good luck

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  • i kniw just how you feel.

    i have spent my whole life trying to fit in, to be what is expected of me.  from scool all the way though my adult life.  it was tough, i drank heavily and was an alcoholic, i have been sober now for 7 years.  i thought alcohol helped me fit in.  but i was always unhappy.  i too cannot do small talk. if i am not interested i cant fake it.  i panic in crowds or with strangers engaging in conversation.  checkouts at supermarkets are the worst, i realise the staff are just passing the time but when they try to engage in converstaion i panic, cold sweat raised heartbeat.  luckily my wife is very understanding and likes to talk so she takes a lot of the flak for me.  i knew i was different my whole life, but was not sure why.  i hope your husband is understanding and i hope you have success with your gp.  remember you are not alone and that if you are on the spectrum it is not the end but the beginning.

    good luck

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