Published on 12, July, 2020
i know what you mean jointhechase
even as an nt i have things that i [probably] wont get better from, you just have to learn to accept it as part of who you are
i think its better you have a diagnosis (or even just an idea of whats wrong) so you can then deal with it
of course a boy will like you, you might not be aware of it but lots probably already have, autism means you are less able to tell they like you, so you might not be picking up those 'social cues' that neurotypicals (non autistics) use when they like someone
that might be annoying to learn, but now that you know that, you can learn more about it, ie via body language etc
if you dont see yourself as relationship material then thats part of the problem, you have to accept yourself and that you ARE relationship material, every person is, but its what kinda person you are meant to be with that is the real issue
and then finding them of course, which is usually more difficult if you dont socialise much and when you do you cant tell what someones thinking becaue you dont read social cues, and i really think learning things about people and body language might help you there (i admit im biased, i love all that stuff)