Published on 12, July, 2020
I'm afraid I've lived a lifetime of one-sided attraction. So maybe I'm the last person to advise. For some reason (I'm supposedly good looking) I get chatted up a lot. I then get accused of being insensitive. Part of the trouble is I know how to be mannerly, think of others, do all the gentlemanly things. But I cannot socially interact once we are deep into non-verbal. I used to catch the eye of someone across a room, but up close not a thing.
The problem is we may want to relate, and we're expected to relate, and brainwashed by films, books advertising etc to expect to relate. But it may not actually work out if you have difficulty reading and generating the right non-verbal signals. There have been books on making relationships work but I never found them much use. Its not the rules - I can learn the rules, and its not about flirting, I can work that out too - its lack of that ability to exactly read situations and generate responses when things get "critical". It means you can mislead or give a false impression.
I don't think this is taken seriously enough. The literature seems to me rather limited to the "mechanics" of dating, which is guessable and can be mimicked. Also it seems people even open minded about the aspergers side feel they can help and just don't have sufficient understanding of how fundamentally difficult the non-verbal side can be.
Unfortunately spiralling anxiety means you dwell on the possibles too much without being able to read the actualities.