I've had a diagnosis of autism since 7 years old. but never thought much of it. But as shortly completing my final year of school, i'm starting to think to myself, why am I different?
I go to school every day, with not one friend.
I think differently than others
I got high expectation in life, but strugle to see how to achieve them.
I dont think my family really understand on what I'm feeling and what I'm trying to say, if i do something wrong, my grandmother screams at me and shouts. Just makes me not to like her even more.
Life with autism is not easy, but as I get older, I'm starting to wonder, why? why me?
I'm finding hard to talk to my parents about stuff, because, strange things worry me, and when I try to talk to them about it, they just tell me to grow up, get a life. Things like that upset me. But, I love my family to bits, but sometimes, I dont think they understand on what autism actually is.
Is anyone else that has autism knows that they are different, but just dont know how?
