I am deeply in love, to the point of obsession, with an amazingly attractive girl/woman. Everytime I am in her company I feel overawed by her presence: her perfect body and features, her voice, her manner, her intellect, everything. Even on a forum, I am not confident enough to say what this person does or how I know her, but I do not see her that often and she is only an acquaintance of mine. I think she is probably straight, although I don't know this, and love is blind. It is hard having Asperger's and being a ***.
I have always been obsessed with people, but this one is particularly extreme. I think about her every day, and feel full of excitement whenever I get to be with her.
What can I do? The thing is, I yearn for a relationship with another woman, but I don't know how to find this. But I am just as capable of love as anyone else, and this obsession is making me cry and feel anxious, as well as happy. I can't even talk about it with my therapst - I can tell no-one!
