I've come across your post as I was about to do my own post similar to yours. Is it everyday you feel like this? It's particularly bad for me today. I too enjoy time by myself but it would be nice to have friends and be invited out to places or someone to send a message.
I feel like it most of the time but it's definately worse recently. It's like my brain has reached capacity to try and I've lost the desire to even care about anything now. I've given up and accept i just don't belong in this world now. I used to be so much more driven and wanting to do things but i just don't care anymore. I hope it's just a bad day for you and that you feel a bit better tomorrow.
I get that about reached capacity. However I do still care about things. That's sad you don't. Do you have any in person support? I 'only' have professional support, I literally pay people as I don't have friends or family around. Thank you, I hope you feel a bit better soon too. I'm pleased you've found the forum. Keep posting.
