Relationships

I'd say from my experience it's relatively common with autistic people. I have two acquittances who could genuinely go years without even socializing, let alone more. I'm the opposite however. I went my early teens like the above, never really wanting a GF/BF or even lots of friends, then I met my first ex and realized I would like one someday. Sadly as I'm getting older I now feel time has passed me by and I need to tolerate a life without a relationship, and realistically, close friends too. I envy the people who are asexual and can live alone contently, I really truly do, I genuinely feel they're using a magical technique I don't have access to at this point. 

I'd say from my experience it's relatively common with autistic people. I have two acquittances who could genuinely go years without even socializing, let alone more. I'm the opposite however. I went my early teens like the above, never really wanting a GF/BF or even lots of friends, then I met my first ex and realized I would like one someday. Sadly as I'm getting older I now feel time has passed me by and I need to tolerate a life without a relationship, and realistically, close friends too. I envy the people who are asexual and can live alone contently, I really truly do, I genuinely feel they're using a magical technique I don't have access to at this point.