Whenever I was about six, or seven, I was in the Primary School Playground; with a plastic bag on my head. I wanted to be a Knight. However, the supervisor said, to me, "You'll suffocate doing that!"
Ever since then, I always felt that the decisions I make will ALWAYS be wrong. Reinforced by;
1. My Favourite Sports Teams not getting the cash-and-prizes than rivals.
2. The Subject decisions I made not leading to a successful career.
3. My Political leanings associated with corruption, and World-Domination.
4. My Favourite TV Shows being shelved, due to Headline News.
This whole self-defeatism isn't helped, by my autistic brain.
Anyone else have similar feelings?