I feel like the world is ending

I'm really struggling at the moment. Going through another lot of autistic burnout. It's negatively impacting my mood and leading me to suicidal thoughts and depression.

My home situation isn't being addressed by the people responsible for it despite asking multiple times. I've been ignored, every, single, [removed by mod], time. The NHS won't provide funding for better equipment and comfort for my situation, one involving gastrointestinal issues. And my sensory issues are treated like a joke. Almost as though they think I'm faking it. I almost had ear drums popped earlier from car tyres that make that really consistent bumping sound. On top of that the current political situations really bother me where it feels like anyone I know that doesn't support the right party is going to kill me. [removed by mod]

I feel like a worthless human being with nothing good to show for myself. Waste of space and talentless. I can't find comfort anyway. It's hard to stay happy. My life is just being ruined. I wouldn't need to ask for help if my local council could help me find/build a small house for me to live in on my own, and Universal Credit/Disability needs to pay me more to address the problems the NHS won't so I can better meet my needs. I feel a lot of despair and grief. 

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  • Hi 

    I’m sorry to hear about your situation I can understand why you would think that there is only one way to solve this situation. I have been there too and it’s not something that gets solved easily but it does help to have coping mechanisms for when this happens. I try to only think about getting through the next 24 hours sometimes even just the next hour. 

    While we’re in this phase we think nothing can change but it will life is like that it’s constantly changing new chapters are coming and new things will happen and new people will come along…there is hope but sometimes it’s hiding behind our own thoughts.

    Keep talking to us on here we are here to help and support each other white heart

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  • Hi 

    I’m sorry to hear about your situation I can understand why you would think that there is only one way to solve this situation. I have been there too and it’s not something that gets solved easily but it does help to have coping mechanisms for when this happens. I try to only think about getting through the next 24 hours sometimes even just the next hour. 

    While we’re in this phase we think nothing can change but it will life is like that it’s constantly changing new chapters are coming and new things will happen and new people will come along…there is hope but sometimes it’s hiding behind our own thoughts.

    Keep talking to us on here we are here to help and support each other white heart

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