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I’m finding working environment really hard

Anna89

I’ve always struggled with environments outside my safe space my home. I have trouble with friendships and even family relationships but I’ve been at my work place for 7 years 2 years again I reduced my hours to only mornings and to do paper work my managers allow me access to the office so I have no interruptions and noise I wear head cancelling headphones and my adjustments at work have been to not have any sudden changes to my routine so I’ve not been covering in other rooms or covering lunch times (I have said it they prepare me with a change the day before I can sort of cope better with it because I have times to process it) any the staff keep making remarks about my adjustments and talking and whispering (I know this because I’ve walked in before without them hearing me) but when I walked in the talking stops so I know it’s about me. The staff in my room have made comments about me not moving around and covering different rooms and much and then I got told today hello I said hello back and smiled and she said wow well done you actually smiled at me today. I feel the staff don’t like me because of my differences I’m also a carer to a family member so when work need cover becuase of other staff absences i can’t do it which again i get the frustration of the staff im just stuck I can’t leave i feel depressed and I hate waking up to go to work does anyone else relate or has advice 

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  • I'm sorry you are having such difficulties.  In my case I also have a fixed shift but the reason for it is my child and nursery working hours, so nobody comments on that. But I got already bullied many times also in previous companies, for being the weirdo and loner, for eating and wearing always same, not doing small talk etc. The most problematic for me now are my colleagues taking advantage of me. I process everything slower, so it takes me more time to decide if I should help someone or they are just taking advantage of me. Often someone else needs to tell me that because I don't see it at all. It's not my need to please everyone. It's my inability to recognise the intentions of others and group dynamics. 

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  • I'm sorry you are having such difficulties.  In my case I also have a fixed shift but the reason for it is my child and nursery working hours, so nobody comments on that. But I got already bullied many times also in previous companies, for being the weirdo and loner, for eating and wearing always same, not doing small talk etc. The most problematic for me now are my colleagues taking advantage of me. I process everything slower, so it takes me more time to decide if I should help someone or they are just taking advantage of me. Often someone else needs to tell me that because I don't see it at all. It's not my need to please everyone. It's my inability to recognise the intentions of others and group dynamics. 

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