Autism & Dating

i've been online dating for almost 2 decades. i got ghosted, scammed, extorted, done for attempted money laundering. sex scammed. i just had an attempted 7 month fake relationship with a russian that led me on and tell me a story to then extort me for her fine for a travel agency because she lost her job. ontop of it issues emailing her and finding out it was a chinese scam... luckily for me i have been aware of it going down. and nothing confidential was shared and i did not lose any money this time. some nigerian romance scammer had me at a loss of possessions and i was gullible and got involved in money laundering for a fake construction company. just for a fake girlfriend. i have not had a real girlfriend yet and i have gave up on online dating because as of 2015 all dating services wants your bank for a subscription or pay as you go text credits. and i got bullied over wanting to meet someone for a coffee because she got attacked and is now dependant on guys with a dating pass. i have given up the world has gone mad online. i just want my pc back so i can get back to virtual reality like los santos. i have given up on women too because i have had enough from my experience from the ones i have met that uses me and abuses me mentally. the reasons why i dont trust women in person is im fed up being friendzoned to bein a third wheel. and i hate manipulation. i hate broken girls that have sex issues from their past.i hate women that use me for sex and mentally abuse me everytime makin the experience awful. my first girlfriend falsely accused me of rape when she was the dominant one waking me up for whatever she wanted. she would manipulate and abuse me. i was 16 and she was 17. her step father was a paedo. liked to touch me and her and do dirty things... would anyone think i suffer ptsd when around women? who knows.

i've been online dating for almost 2 decades. i got ghosted, scammed, extorted, done for attempted money laundering. sex scammed. i just had an attempted 7 month fake relationship with a russian that led me on and tell me a story to then extort me for her fine for a travel agency because she lost her job. ontop of it issues emailing her and finding out it was a chinese scam... luckily for me i have been aware of it going down. and nothing confidential was shared and i did not lose any money this time. some nigerian romance scammer had me at a loss of possessions and i was gullible and got involved in money laundering for a fake construction company. just for a fake girlfriend. i have not had a real girlfriend yet and i have gave up on online dating because as of 2015 all dating services wants your bank for a subscription or pay as you go text credits. and i got bullied over wanting to meet someone for a coffee because she got attacked and is now dependant on guys with a dating pass. i have given up the world has gone mad online. i just want my pc back so i can get back to virtual reality like los santos. i have given up on women too because i have had enough from my experience from the ones i have met that uses me and abuses me mentally. the reasons why i dont trust women in person is im fed up being friendzoned to bein a third wheel. and i hate manipulation. i hate broken girls that have sex issues from their past.i hate women that use me for sex and mentally abuse me everytime makin the experience awful. my first girlfriend falsely accused me of rape when she was the dominant one waking me up for whatever she wanted. she would manipulate and abuse me. i was 16 and she was 17. her step father was a paedo. liked to touch me and her and do dirty things... would anyone think i suffer ptsd when around women? who knows.