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No friends. Not well .

Ava

Impossible to make friends. 

This site is good but it’s the only place I have anywhere to go.

Not able to do anything and no friends.

Too many problems 

Too ill

cant cope with it all by myself.

people have been making me more ill. I dont mean on here but in offline and I was too ill anyway.

They cant see it and I cant fix it.

Been a burden for decades and trying to be able when im not.

Not good

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  • I wish I could make friends but I get anxious around people and mask like crazy and just run through my scripts every time which must sound boring by now. I speak to other parents at school pick up for my kids sometimes and sometimes I just stand to the side by myself, but in a few years I won't have that anymore. I don't mind it overly, as I'm lucky enough to have a husband to talk to, but it would be nice to be able to be around other people. The only time I relax in conversation is if it's about one of my interests.

    I tried an art class a few months back, but it was really hard as my scripts are for talking about kids and the weather. Indoors with mostly women who were older I found I didn't know how to make any small talk and felt so inadequate. The best I managed was that the pencils had some nice colours.

    It is very hard sometimes isn't it.

  • in reply to Cinnabar_wing

    I found the school pick up excruciating - all the other mothers would be chatting away and I felt very self conscious about not being part of it all. I was so relieved when I didn’t have to do that anymore. 

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