imposter syndrome whilst waiting for a diagnosis

I am getting diagnosed later in life (27 years old) and every step I progress into the diagnostic journey, I keep getting a paranoid feeling that I am lying, I am a fake etc and I know I am not, but does anyone have any advice on how to stop these feelings? Everyone in my life who I have spoken to about going forward with a diagnosis has been saying that it's clear I am autistic and without a doubt I have no worries about the diagnosis coming back lacking but I still worry. I think it stems down to not knowing what I will do if I get the answer that I am not autistic because I have more or less accepted it (I've been thinking I could be for at least half of my life now) and I know that is a silly feeling because my GP (who is experienced in autism luckily) wouldn't have put me forward for a diagnosis if they disagreed AND my friends who are also autistic wouldn't be supporting me in going for this but yeah.. any advice?

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  • I can see it's quite common here. In my case I hear often, that there is something wrong with me,  not that I'm autistic,  but there is something going on.

    When I'm alone then I don't remember about being so different. When I'm with people,  then I see it clearly. Is it similar fir you?

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  • I can see it's quite common here. In my case I hear often, that there is something wrong with me,  not that I'm autistic,  but there is something going on.

    When I'm alone then I don't remember about being so different. When I'm with people,  then I see it clearly. Is it similar fir you?

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