Loneliness

Try joining a creative writing group, even if you are not good at writing or putting things in order its a group some people work together like comedy groups and lots of the time the best or funniest ideas come from people who view the world slightly differntly than others and when you have a perpus to your days or weeks then you will have some direction and increased motivation, its not easy to get back into what is seen as normal life ifn you have been socially isolated for some time but small steps inthe right direction are always positive moves, try not putting too much pressure on yourself and abilities as they are right now and find a way to have fun and laugh at yourself and others in a way that make things seem less worrying and distressing, i wrote something earier on but its being checked by moderators, its just a little bit about whistling Willy peepeing Tom and scenning Ben who has people going Boz, there characters assigned to the noises and smells that worry people who over think whilst theyre at home alone, scenning Ben for example is the person you look at inthe mirror and when you stand too close he make you go bozeyed or crosseyed, its when people are alone for long periods of time that their mind and any deep routed personal worries will play tricks on them and seem much worse than they actually are.

Try joining a creative writing group, even if you are not good at writing or putting things in order its a group some people work together like comedy groups and lots of the time the best or funniest ideas come from people who view the world slightly differntly than others and when you have a perpus to your days or weeks then you will have some direction and increased motivation, its not easy to get back into what is seen as normal life ifn you have been socially isolated for some time but small steps inthe right direction are always positive moves, try not putting too much pressure on yourself and abilities as they are right now and find a way to have fun and laugh at yourself and others in a way that make things seem less worrying and distressing, i wrote something earier on but its being checked by moderators, its just a little bit about whistling Willy peepeing Tom and scenning Ben who has people going Boz, there characters assigned to the noises and smells that worry people who over think whilst theyre at home alone, scenning Ben for example is the person you look at inthe mirror and when you stand too close he make you go bozeyed or crosseyed, its when people are alone for long periods of time that their mind and any deep routed personal worries will play tricks on them and seem much worse than they actually are.