I hate being autistic

In all honesty I get it but it gets easier you just have to give it time the autism might never get easier or likable...it hasn't for me but you find life's great regardless not for any clear reason you just do and believe me I've seen some bad stuff had a real bad do of life and I'm still kicking at 25 with life looking grim and yet looking beautiful really damn great regardless of the abject horror and I really mean that I could tell horror stories or give out trauma like hot cakes...

But seriously life gets better even in hardship you still have plenty of things to enjoy like music, art , nature, fighting and martial arts or physical hobbies and crafts , being reckless and having fun or just obsessing about pointless stuff that no one else gives a damn about and much of this isn't autism regardless of what people tell yah that's just life there are people not on the spectrum that do this and people without it who are absolutely miserable with everything going right because some people just aren't cut out for life.

Your doing well just speaking about it life's a real nightmare at times you could lose your house have your heart broken and father die on the same month at Christmas time and do you know what some of those people homeless and without a clear path are still jumping with joy that their still here.

But I get it I wish I didn't have this damn spectrum as they call it it's gave me nowt and cost me most of my life's work and opportunities for the sake of what nowt ...but hey even still I put one foot in front of the other and walk to my gray grim job and pay my way in life no support no point yet I do and I laugh and smile at misery I joke about me pain and I get on with the jovial jump that is this grim dark life.

Keep up the good work things will get better in time and believe me as miserable as it gets for me I'm a exception most lads my age have a much better time than me so you should be able to have a good laugh yerself 

In all honesty I get it but it gets easier you just have to give it time the autism might never get easier or likable...it hasn't for me but you find life's great regardless not for any clear reason you just do and believe me I've seen some bad stuff had a real bad do of life and I'm still kicking at 25 with life looking grim and yet looking beautiful really damn great regardless of the abject horror and I really mean that I could tell horror stories or give out trauma like hot cakes...

But seriously life gets better even in hardship you still have plenty of things to enjoy like music, art , nature, fighting and martial arts or physical hobbies and crafts , being reckless and having fun or just obsessing about pointless stuff that no one else gives a damn about and much of this isn't autism regardless of what people tell yah that's just life there are people not on the spectrum that do this and people without it who are absolutely miserable with everything going right because some people just aren't cut out for life.

Your doing well just speaking about it life's a real nightmare at times you could lose your house have your heart broken and father die on the same month at Christmas time and do you know what some of those people homeless and without a clear path are still jumping with joy that their still here.

But I get it I wish I didn't have this damn spectrum as they call it it's gave me nowt and cost me most of my life's work and opportunities for the sake of what nowt ...but hey even still I put one foot in front of the other and walk to my gray grim job and pay my way in life no support no point yet I do and I laugh and smile at misery I joke about me pain and I get on with the jovial jump that is this grim dark life.

Keep up the good work things will get better in time and believe me as miserable as it gets for me I'm a exception most lads my age have a much better time than me so you should be able to have a good laugh yerself