I have moments of this, where I really hate it, where I just want my brain to function like a "normal" brain. It can be really hard and I'm so you're feeling that way. But I am also aware that autism causes the good things about me too. It's why I can be so incredibly logical and why I can take pure joy in learning about things that interest me or watching the same film over and over. But everyone has their own experiences and I hope yours get easier for you.
