Feeling broken

So ive just finished my last ever shift wirh one of my favourite people I knew it was coming she told me weeks ago but it doesn’t stop it hurting I gave her a hug and said I had to leave so I didn’t cry

yeah I got in and Broke I need out of working with other people ive hurt when people have left before but never this much and I can’t do it over and over again 

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  • Hopefully you can still stay in touch with this person? They aren’t gone forever although it may feel like a huge change which can feel like a bit of a mountain.

  • I have her on what’s app I kind of realised too I don’t know how she views me but I kind of think she was my best friend she was always there for advice and banter and she’s always supportive of me but at the same time will be real wirh me like when I said about the music buisness she was like ok but as long as you have a plan and when I told her the plan she was like thats really good 

    she also has an autistic brother too so it helped her relate to me(I so hope the family still shop with us becuase I’ll miss that lid dude too hes so awesome and an inspiration to all other kids if you ask me)

    I just wish I had made thr effort to connect with her outside of work :( I need to mabie work on the friendship and hope she’s wanting to do the same I just hope how I feel about it isnt one sided I don’t expect it to be like wirh her best friend(who also worked with isn and I miss her too they’re actually the first two people outside of home I unmasked too)

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  • I have her on what’s app I kind of realised too I don’t know how she views me but I kind of think she was my best friend she was always there for advice and banter and she’s always supportive of me but at the same time will be real wirh me like when I said about the music buisness she was like ok but as long as you have a plan and when I told her the plan she was like thats really good 

    she also has an autistic brother too so it helped her relate to me(I so hope the family still shop with us becuase I’ll miss that lid dude too hes so awesome and an inspiration to all other kids if you ask me)

    I just wish I had made thr effort to connect with her outside of work :( I need to mabie work on the friendship and hope she’s wanting to do the same I just hope how I feel about it isnt one sided I don’t expect it to be like wirh her best friend(who also worked with isn and I miss her too they’re actually the first two people outside of home I unmasked too)

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