New here awaiting official diagnosis

Hi I’m Cee, 

I have lots of depression and my mental health team seem adamant I’m autistic. It makes sense I guess. I’ve struggled forever. I feel broken though. Like I don’t belong and never will belong and the world isn’t made for me. I have a 12 year old son. I self harm too. Everything is getting worse. I struggle to talk verbally. I’m now on summer holidays from work. I saw my physiatrist today but it didn’t go well. I feel like I’m not wanted. I guess I’m not. I’ve attempted suicide a few times. How do you guys cope? I get so many emotions. I feel so alone. 

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