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New here awaiting official diagnosis

Dysmindwill

Hi I’m Cee, 

I have lots of depression and my mental health team seem adamant I’m autistic. It makes sense I guess. I’ve struggled forever. I feel broken though. Like I don’t belong and never will belong and the world isn’t made for me. I have a 12 year old son. I self harm too. Everything is getting worse. I struggle to talk verbally. I’m now on summer holidays from work. I saw my physiatrist today but it didn’t go well. I feel like I’m not wanted. I guess I’m not. I’ve attempted suicide a few times. How do you guys cope? I get so many emotions. I feel so alone. 

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  • Hey there!

    I am autistic myself and I am so sorry that you are feeling this way. It is an incredibly tough emotion to deal with and scary too. Music helps people a lot and looking for people to look up to aswell. I recommend you watch the Wentworth Miller human rights campaign speech because it talks about a community existing and not being alone. I wish you all the best and take little steps day by day. The fact that you have written in this community already shows progress and I am proud of you! YOU ARE AMAZING! 

  • in reply to melal

    Thanks both for your replies. I don’t know if I can cope being the way I am much longer. Oh well what will be will be. 

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