What I don't want

I think it's often easier to know what we don't want rather than what we do want, especially if you're not a goal driven person and don't have a particular ambition.

I squandered two decades of my life by not having goals or ambitions. 

Mercury said:

I squandered two decades of my life by not having goals or ambitions. 

But you've probably learned to have goals and ambitions. I sat on a couch for thirteen years (12 hours per day) and, in retrospect, it wasn't all wasted. I did learn that I was on too many stimulants for ADHD, that I was Autistic, that I need to put myself and my needs more forward. Would it have been better if I didn't sit on my couch for that long? Yes. Was it a total waste? No, it was, ultimately, very instructive. It won't happen again, I promise (myself).

Yes those are some very real choices.

Yes those are some very real choices.