What I don't want

I think it's often easier to know what we don't want rather than what we do want, especially if you're not a goal driven person and don't have a particular ambition.

I squandered two decades of my life by not having goals or ambitions. 

I have found I have been the same and judging myself by what others have achieved only leads to a sense of shame and or guilt at times however I am trying to learn that everyone is different. Accepting who you are and the choices you’ve made as the right ones for you and no one else can be a challenge in an NT society. We should allow ourselves to be happy doing what makes us happy and it’s none of anyone else’s business. You remind me of a friend I have, he would have posted the very same thing you have although he ignores my mentioned of him being on the spectrum. 

I have found I have been the same and judging myself by what others have achieved only leads to a sense of shame and or guilt at times however I am trying to learn that everyone is different. Accepting who you are and the choices you’ve made as the right ones for you and no one else can be a challenge in an NT society. We should allow ourselves to be happy doing what makes us happy and it’s none of anyone else’s business. You remind me of a friend I have, he would have posted the very same thing you have although he ignores my mentioned of him being on the spectrum.