I have hsd dignosed but I don't have heds dignosed but its highly likley i do , when I search on reddit is it even worth pursuing a dignosis like 95percent post like yes.
I've been fighting for eds dignosis for 2 years no lucky nhs, and people say to push , but what if i don't want to what if its making me miserable, but I feel like i have this pressure that I should stick it out bite my teeth and do it, but I can't im so burnt out, but if I dont go through with it I'll regret it because the majority says i should.
I feel like i have to because I'll regret it but its to much, but to see no one has this experience it makes me invalidate my feelings because no one doesn't disagree not to get dignosed, but its to relentless for me the pushing and pushing its to draining, but everyone insists that i follow through get the dignosis , it just doesn't seem like a enjoyable life really.
But if my opinion is like 5% of what reddit thinks i feel like a idiot or wrong i feel like.
Does anyone experience somthing like this similar?
I also noticed i have no problem forming opinions on colours games flims basic things, but big important choices , like doctors, life choices, big world ideas, i can't form a opinion or the right opinion, complex world stuff around this makes me want to break down with the fear that I made the wrong choice because 90percent of the world disagrees.