Never happy

  • I cant remember the last time I felt joy or happiness, no medication helps me . I'm miserable I just can't find joy in anything. My family enjoy going for walks in the countryside I cant think of anything worse especially when there's hills on the walk. I just had a real grumpy tantrum whilst we were walking I demanded to go back to the car! I'm never interested in anything else they like either like cycling or paddle bording I would rather be at home sleeping in my bedroom in peace and quiet. I feel like there's no point to my miserable existence and I just ruin my relationship with them.
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  • Hi Purplemoon2008,

    Thank you for posting and telling the community what you are going through. I am sorry to hear that you are experiencing a lack of joy and feel this is impacting on the relationship with your family. I have also seen in your reply to another community member that you suffer from suicidal thoughts. It is good that you’ve let us know what’s happening. Many people have similar thoughts when coping with so much and we hope you’re okay.   

    If you are unable to cope with the distress or despair, it’s very important to tell someone about your feelings or thoughts of suicide. Call your GP and make an urgent appointment. Your GP can make sure you get appropriate help and support.

    The National Autistic Society does not currently operate a crisis or emergency service. We advise you to contact 999 or any of the mental health crisis lines listed on our Urgent Help Page if you are at risk of immediate harm: www.autism.org.uk/.../urgent-help.

    If you are not at immediate risk of harm, we would encourage you to speak to your GP or another health professional about this if you haven’t done so already. If it’s outside your GP hours call 111 to reach the NHS 111 service: www.nhs.uk/.../.

    You may also find the following useful:

    Samaritans: Call 116 123 for free, 24 hours a day, 365 days a year. 

    Mind Infoline: 0300 1233393 for information and signposting (9am to 6pm, Monday to Friday)  

    SANEline: 0300 304 7000 for anyone experiencing a mental health problem or supporting someone else (4.30pm to 10.30pm, every day) 

    Campaign Against Living Miserably (CALM): for men 0800 58 58 58, (5pm to midnight every day).  

    Shout 85258: a free, confidential, 24/7 text messaging support service for anyone struggling to cope.

    I hope this is helpful to you.

    Kind regards

    Gina Mod

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  • Hi Purplemoon2008,

    Thank you for posting and telling the community what you are going through. I am sorry to hear that you are experiencing a lack of joy and feel this is impacting on the relationship with your family. I have also seen in your reply to another community member that you suffer from suicidal thoughts. It is good that you’ve let us know what’s happening. Many people have similar thoughts when coping with so much and we hope you’re okay.   

    If you are unable to cope with the distress or despair, it’s very important to tell someone about your feelings or thoughts of suicide. Call your GP and make an urgent appointment. Your GP can make sure you get appropriate help and support.

    The National Autistic Society does not currently operate a crisis or emergency service. We advise you to contact 999 or any of the mental health crisis lines listed on our Urgent Help Page if you are at risk of immediate harm: www.autism.org.uk/.../urgent-help.

    If you are not at immediate risk of harm, we would encourage you to speak to your GP or another health professional about this if you haven’t done so already. If it’s outside your GP hours call 111 to reach the NHS 111 service: www.nhs.uk/.../.

    You may also find the following useful:

    Samaritans: Call 116 123 for free, 24 hours a day, 365 days a year. 

    Mind Infoline: 0300 1233393 for information and signposting (9am to 6pm, Monday to Friday)  

    SANEline: 0300 304 7000 for anyone experiencing a mental health problem or supporting someone else (4.30pm to 10.30pm, every day) 

    Campaign Against Living Miserably (CALM): for men 0800 58 58 58, (5pm to midnight every day).  

    Shout 85258: a free, confidential, 24/7 text messaging support service for anyone struggling to cope.

    I hope this is helpful to you.

    Kind regards

    Gina Mod

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