Never happy

  • I cant remember the last time I felt joy or happiness, no medication helps me . I'm miserable I just can't find joy in anything. My family enjoy going for walks in the countryside I cant think of anything worse especially when there's hills on the walk. I just had a real grumpy tantrum whilst we were walking I demanded to go back to the car! I'm never interested in anything else they like either like cycling or paddle bording I would rather be at home sleeping in my bedroom in peace and quiet. I feel like there's no point to my miserable existence and I just ruin my relationship with them.
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  • I feel the same, sometimes i have OK days that are not so bad, and others i just want to stay in all the time. i know what you mean about the medication, it never really done much for me either. my family actually live in a village, so there are loads of places they like walking their dog, trails and grassland, i don't mind going for the odd walk and its mostly level. i like one of the trails where they have a watch tower at the end, i like going up there sometimes to look out over the lake, especially on a nice day. i prefer my peace and quiet as well, there is a point to your existence, i feel that way a lot too, i always think the same thing about mine and wonder why i am here, and it does effect my relationship with my family as well at points, so your not alone.

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  • I feel the same, sometimes i have OK days that are not so bad, and others i just want to stay in all the time. i know what you mean about the medication, it never really done much for me either. my family actually live in a village, so there are loads of places they like walking their dog, trails and grassland, i don't mind going for the odd walk and its mostly level. i like one of the trails where they have a watch tower at the end, i like going up there sometimes to look out over the lake, especially on a nice day. i prefer my peace and quiet as well, there is a point to your existence, i feel that way a lot too, i always think the same thing about mine and wonder why i am here, and it does effect my relationship with my family as well at points, so your not alone.

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