Trying to be more positive

I've spent a lifetime of being stuck in negativity, toxicity and internalising self blame and emotional pain.  Moving forward I want to work on my self imposed limits and be more of a positive person, to swim against the current more so to speak and cultivate more fulfillment and happiness.

As The Fool I wrote a lot of depressing and worrying things.  To all who were upset reading my stories I'm sorry.  From now on I want to not push people away so much and not resent or deny my autism to the point of making myself sick.