Hello there.
I am starting to believe that nothing makes sense as it used to (the world, me and everything in it.) I wonder if this is due to my autism.
I still feel at my age I am looking for a place of belonging and happiness.
I thought I was on a roll at higher education and it gave me sense of identity and belonging but it was only temporary and lasted a short while.
As I finished the course and the reality of living alone sinked in I noticed cultural, social differences it was a culture shock to me.
Fast forward 2-3 years up to now and I have lost touch with reality and living under a rock.
I am at risk of hitting my lowest point?
Nothing makes sense in terms of what I want to do in life and why I am here (alive.)
I believe my autism has impacted that I view this world way differently than other people. I.e how I interact with others.
What can I do regain touch with reality again.