Thanks everyone for your words in my first post. I didn't reply before because I wanted to have my job sort out and read the full report before say anything.
Workwise, they are going to remove my accommodations gradually, and even congratulated me for that because " It's great that you're not autistic and that open doors for you here!" I know, great...
About the report... I was so ready to say that doctors know more than me and that I understand that the line have to be in someplace and if I don't make the cut means that I don't have as much challenges than others (or as much as I think). But then I read the report. They mention like 3 times that I have superior studies and a career and that I have been able to do it in a language that it is not my first language. They also mention that I have long lasting friends (2 same friends my whole life) my long lasting relationship, and that I "demostrate empathy in particular for my family and those in need". So, I guess that is what disqualified me? I don't get it, an autistic person cannot have superior studies? Cannot have a small group of friends? (Don't they think that if I only have 2 friends and they are the same since I was 5, maybe is because it is fxx hard make friends and those 2, as weird as myself, just have been there always, so they stay?). Cannot have a long term relationship? (Even though he is probably autistic/asperger)
They don't say why I am not autistic, just that I don't meet the criteria, but they added "demonstrate similarities to autistic characteristics within recriprocal social interaction and restricted, repetitive, and stereotyped pattern of behaviour ".
So... that's it, am I autistic? To be honest I don't know, but at this point I am too tired to even trying for a second opinion. So, I guess I am taking this as that I am not autistic, and my sensory issues are just some kind of quirk, my rigidity is that I am a control freak and my lack of social skills is the language/cultural barrier
