my Drawings (general)

when im stressed or tired or have itchy eyes but exspecialy if im stressed or if im thinking alot or in deep thoughts for a long time  and forget about everything else  for any reason i can rub my eyes for hours until they water or get sore or swell up but drawing can help me control the bad and semmingly un controlable habit.  not only do I draw cause i enjoy it but iv found that it helps me control that and stop it if and when  I ever start doing it 

I also draw when the habit doesnt happen cause its something i like and enjoy doing but for me if the habit ever gets triggered it can keep my hand busy and keep it from my eyes. drawing is something i do from memory and imagantion only and always have done since i was little so my brain is used to naturaly focusing on drawing  entirely sometimes even to the pont of being obvilious to my surroundings sometimes.  at home somehing stressful happened with Dad who i normaly get along with most of the time and struggled with my feelling after cause it hung about for a long time and it didnt become less intense and fade until a couple of hours later and cause i struggled not knowing what to do with how i feell cause i couldnt do anything or react to how i feell as neither were a good choice  my unhealthy rubbing eye habit set off even though i had the tv to watch  but tvs doesnt stop the habit and if i do  i uncontoiusly rub my eye while watching and do it unconciously then which my Mum trys to dis encourage so I imedietly got a peice of paper so i started this drawing and finsihed it when i got back 

Great picture! He looks ready for some sort of adventure!

Another member recommended this to me:

They are reasonable cheap, so it doesn't matter if you lose them.

When I am playing with it, I don't pick the skin on my fingers.

I wonder if it would help you not to rub your eyes when you are not drawing or occupied.

They can be found on Amazon searching for "Bike Chain Fidget Toy".

If you like the idea, then maybe your mum could get you some?

I already have some fidget toys like stress balls and fidget spinners but none of them help only drawimg helps. Iv tryed many other things aswell but only drawing is most effective for me 

I already have some fidget toys like stress balls and fidget spinners but none of them help only drawimg helps. Iv tryed many other things aswell but only drawing is most effective for me