No purpose

I have absolutely no purpose and not a lot of luck

I am exhausted and struggle to accept that my life will always be suffering.

I am in my mid forties, no family or partner. No job or savings. 

My life is a mess. My flat is even a mess now.

I am in therapy. But they aren't trained to work with AuDHD.

It's NHS, so I can't just change. 

I had a very abusive and traumatic childhood and I should work through that. However, I need to find a job to pay my rent. I struggle to get out of bed. 

  • I’m sorry that this is your situation and I can’t even begin to imagine how difficult life must be for you right now. 

    It is probably very overwhelming for you but maybe try one tiny little step each day. Whether that literally be putting an empty packet off the side into the bin, or putting on a wash. 

    Be kind to yourself, you deserve it Heart

  • I can't even get an assessment